Still here

Still here, yes.  Still crappy, too.

I don't want to leave work because I don't want to have to pick-up at after-school because that's one step closer to me telling R that his father is picking him up at 6:30 p.m. and tonight he will sleep over with his father and his father will take him to school tomorrow morning at 7:30 a.m.

I want time to stop.

If I survive this evening, how do I avoid waiting at the front steps of the school tomorrow to make sure my son arrives?