On transparent yoga ...

I had a good, strong class. I couldn't see anyone else's secrets. I tried.

No one knew that I slept with the 28-year-old, who also practiced in the room today, two-and-a-half years ago.

The fact that I survived that, didn't allow that to scare me away from the studio and my practice ... the fact that I can say hello and make pleasantries w/out having any interest in him or any awkwardness about it? Proof I'll get over this latest, recent fling. Just takes time.

Tessellate

Bite chunks out of me
You're a shark and I'm swimming
My heart still thumps as I bleed
And all your friends come sniffing

Triangles are my favorite shape
Three points where two lines meet
Toe to toe, back to back, let's go, my love; it's very late
'Til morning comes, let's tessellate

Go alone my flower
And keep my whole lovely you
Wild green stones alone my lover
And keep us on my heart

Three guns and one goes off
One's empty, one's not quick enough
One burn, one red, one grin
Search the graves while the camera spins

Chunks of you will sink down to seals
Blubber rich in mourning, they'll nosh you up
Yes, they'll nosh the love away but it's fair to say
You will still haunt me

Triangles are my favorite shape
Three points where two lines meet
Toe to toe, back to back, let's go my love; it's very late
'Til morning comes, let's tessellate

Love is in the air ...

So my fourth-grader came home with a "girlfriend" today.

He said, "I asked her and she said ... 'Sure.' There are also rules ...
#1 I can't break up with her until April 4 unless she breaks up with me.
#2 Can't break her heart "

Lol! He's my heart breaker, for sure. Hope he's better at relationships than I am!

"Not a silver bullet ..."

You got this!

That's good. Does he practice with you?

He has, but he seems to have lost interest.

I try to encourage him b/c it's good for his joints and arthritis ... but I don't push him.

I hope he'll remember, when he's older, the yoga as a great tool for life.

He's funny. When I get nervous/anxious about class, he's always my biggest fan. Thinks it's so silly that I get that way ... he thinks I'm a rockstar. We are mutual fans of one another.

I had major anxiety just before my yoga camp/retreat in Mexico. And he's all like, "Mom, you got this."

That's so fantastic

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Namaste, b*tches

Aren't we all a bunch of walking oxymorons? Surely it isn't just me.

Not bad for zero motivation

Tree is down, and my car is clean. And I practiced yoga and got some light Vit D therapy. I get a star today. Maybe not gold; maybe red.